私に(不)可能な事 - What I Can(not) Do

私には救えない人達が居て、私にも救える人達が居る。私の手に余る人達は私よりも力のある人に任せ、私は私に可能な範囲で行動する。それで良いのでは、と少しばかり考えられる様になってきた。現実問題、無理な事は無理。それをいつか成し遂げたいのなら誠実に努力する事。 現状認識を歪めない為にも、物事を直視して限りなく実直で正直になる事。そして、それらを受け止めて、真っ直ぐに認める事。

また成長出来る気配が顔を出してくれた気がする。

力が欲しいか？なら呉れてやる。
そんな風に貰える力なら要らないよ。
どうせ、悪魔の契約だろう。
散々カルマを背負っているのだから、これ以上の業は要らない。
自身の努力でそこまで行くよ。

There are people I cannot save, and there are people I can save. I leave those who are beyond my control to those with more power than me, and I act within the limits of my ability. I'm starting to think that's okay, a little bit. In reality, impossible things are impossible. If you want to achieve it someday, you need to work sincerely. In order not to distort your perception of the current situation, you need to face things head on and be as honest and sincere as possible. Then, accept them and acknowledge them honestly.

I feel like I'm starting to see signs of growth again.

Do you want power? If so, I'll give it to you.
I don't need it if it's power that can be given to me like that.
It's probably a pact with the devil anyway.
I've already been carrying so much karma, I don't need any more.
I'll get there with my own efforts.